I was never one to express feelings verbally. There exists this fear inside that whatever I say may be turned against me and people will back off once they hear it; thus the protection of what I feel becomes top priority and then they remain inside my heart.
Yet right now, there’s an overflow inside that cannot be contained. I have to express this somehow, and talking to a person is not the most tempting option.
And so, now, I am expressing myself to my laptop. And to anyone who read this blog, hello. I have just expressed myself to you.
That is why. Unless circumstances recommend it, this blog remains sacred and as private as it can be considering that it is posted for public consumption on the internet.